Dear, my future man. If by any chance you come across this blog, I want to let you know that you're not alone -- I've been waiting for you too. All these years my head has been manipulating me with its imaginations and temporary pleasures. My latest relationship treated me like a loop; devoted to a person, and stuck with the same issues for years that... I never know when it will end. Sweet-thrilling proposal, I've done that, and failed. I've buried the idea of a marriage like... a year ago, maybe. Not because I'm giving up on love, I'm just giving my heart a break. People said we have to take our time in finding the love we deserve, huh? So yeah I'm doing it.
My dearest future man. If by any chance I have met you and it was I who failed to notice, please dont stop trying to get my attention. You dont have to be a super romantic person, really. Two things I want the most are to have a man that only has eyes on me, and to be loved in the way I was meant to be loved. You know sometimes we run when thing get too tough because we deserve better, right? This time I will not run again And I hope you do too. Last but not least, I hope you won't let your fears annoy us. I'm human, I have fears too. But I believe we can do this together. Thats all for today. Expecting you sometime soon :)
Your future woman.